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is loving life but is looking for the right person to share it with

I am very much a loner by nature not to mention that i am a poet at heart. When i look back on my past, i sometimes wonder about the choices that i have made. When i do this, i often begin to wonder how different my life would be at this moment if i would have gone about things a totally different way. However for the most part, i believe that for someone my age i have made the correct choices, and i believe that i would not change them for the world. After all, i would not be at this place in my life if i had not made those choices...... I have gone through many different friends in the past few years or so. Having developed friendships with them and watching them throw that friendship away have often lead me to wonder if they were in the friendship for the right reasons. This is often the reason why i tend guard myself when it comes to making new friends. You never know when you will end up being hurt by someone you thought was your friend or boyfriend. I tend to be hurt easily. It is not something that i like. Nor is it something that i will ever like. I presume that being hurt easily is just one side of my personality that i will have to become accustomed to...... For some reason people tend to not like me. However i wish that i knew the reasons behind this. I once thought that if i could have reached a conclusion as to why people did not like me, i could have performed a self evaluation and changed something about who i was in order to make myself more likable to them and to everyone else in general...... This is where i have always made my mistakes with friendships and relationships...... You can not change who you are in order to make someone like you. If someone does not like you, or wish to no longer speak to you or be in a relationship with you because of who you are and how you tend to come across, i have come to believe that it is best to let those people walk out of your life because they would not have

For the last year and half, i have been adamently working towards an associates degree in psychology. After completing my associates, It is my hope to either transfer to CSU East Bay, CSU San Francisco or CSU Monterey to further my education and to reach my goals of becoming a child or clinical psychologist.

It would be an intense pleasure of mine to come into contact with a guy that receives as much gratification from making people laugh to make them feel better as much as I do! The ideal guy that I hope to one day have in my life, will also be as goofy as I am, if not more so, and will also be as passionate about life and their surroundings as much as I am. Furthermore, I would also like to come into contact with a guy that will always make me feel safe in his arms when I am uneasy for one reason or another, and will also tell me when I am being way to hard on myself (which I tend to do often), and not be afraid to hurt my feelings for having done so. This guy, that I hope to one day have in my life, will also be sensitive, yet bold; and gentle in everything that he chooses to do in life, and will never CHEAT on or deliberately hurt me in any way. However, in the mean time, if the right guy does just happen to come along, I must say that I will not jump into a relationship with him blindfolded. I would much rather prefer to place one toe in at a time in order to spend a considerable amount of time getting to know him as much as possible. I would also like to add that a persons life partner should be someone in which they have a natural easy relationship with. This is what i am looking for. A guy that will support me in everything that i choose to do in my life, and someone who will give me receptive feedback when needed. In closing, I would also like to add that I am looking for that certain feeling where you feel like who have known a guy for a million years, even though it may have only been 15 minutes....