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I was brought into this world
under strenious Circumstances.
My mother who loved me was a
horrible mom after she forsook
her faith in Jesus Christ.
After the years of neglect,
abusive situations, and lack of
direction did she make up for
what happened so long ago with
her actions and leadership.
Today, she does little things
when I'm there with her. I know
she loves me, but she also is
receiving love from Duke her
boyfriend. After 22 years things
seem to get better for her,
and I am glad.

As you can
tell my family is alternative to
say the least. But, family is
important to me. What happens
to family regardless of past
experiences and actions means
a lot to me. For this is my
fate. I inherited a broken
family. That's all. There is little
really wrong with me I
believe. I just have had an unusual
history. I believe I've had
different experiences in my life
making me seem unusual, but
really life has treated me
well.

Everyday is a new day.
Time to turn the page so to
speak each and everyday. My ways
are not any worse or better
than anothers. Mine are just
different. Well, I'm sort of on
autopilot until I learn from
something then I alter course
until the danger that I perceive
is gone. When I was a child I
believed in what leadership my
mother had. Though we had a
strenious relationship after
she left us (my brother and I)
for 9 months witrh no plan and
no support from her for a
message school. I don't think she
has ever really realized the
damage she did to me then.
Thank God for her current
boyfriend who watched after me while
she was gone.

Well, that's
all I'm going to say in this
small letter in what has ruled
my life. Besides friends and
family nothing has really
touched my life but this. Of course
after all I would like to say
I nothing would change me but
love. I am the year of the
Rabbit, and I love people and
other animals in g

I can honestly say that I am
happy about my college career.
As a student I did homework
plus did student council.
Student senate was super fun because
we talked about issues and
travelled from state to atate,
and then travelled to Washington
D.C. to loby on the worked on
goals that we sought. It was
a bloody good time.

Then as
if things couldn't get any
more exciting I went to Japan
for one year. Man, that was a
really scary thing at first. But
as the months went by, I
became more accustom to the
Japanese living in the area. Then
the last 3 0r 4 months I started
catching on to the language
and also making new friends or
associates. While I was in
Japan I met someone and we dated
for 7 years. Although that
time (relatioship) is over. I
will never forget about where I
was and how we fell in love.
She taught me about cleanliness,
punctuality, and
self-motivation. These little lessons I
learned from her and her
culture. These are things that I will
be willing to share in our
relationship if you wish.

One
thing I noticed about my
relatioship with her was she did
not know how to forgive. She
lacked peace of mind, and that
is something my children in the
future shall learn.

What would make a perfect mate for me? I have to say someone who is sensitive like me, yet stronger than me. I ask this perfect mate to enjoy all of life's treasures, yet be willing to feel disciplined enough in God's world. This is very general however. I would like to see my perfect mate grow everyday, and be happy. A soul mate cannot restict herself, but yet to be willing to sacrifice anything for her family. I cannot trust anyone who abandons her place as a mother without talking about what she wants before even having her first child. I will not be happy if the mother of my child is illigitament with my children. I will show the same responsibility as well. What would make us most compatible is talking about everything. Even what our faverite colors are. Dicussing our faults and weaknesses is apart of life with someone. I will not hold negative energy towared you if we can share ahead of time what causes weakness. I am not like that anymore. I like to know what I am part of. It's how families are found. I shall always enjoy being part of someone's life.