You know... I've had an interesting couple of months. Right now what I need is a person to talk to. Someone who's dealt with serious trust issues in the past. By "serious" I mean the kind that are there for a good reason. Why I need someone like that is because I recently got through a relationship where we had dealt with "serious" trust issues, and eventually discovered that we were incapable of really DEALING with them. It's now a matter of trying to decide if I'm even worth TRYing to get over issues like that. Random people looking for sex... these are people who should move on to the next person. People who want a connection... These are people who can help me. Right now I'm looking for someone to believe. I've known I couldn't believe her for a while, but now I really KNOW ... Whatever, you know, that's all my past. I just want anyone who decides to even try and call or email or whatever, I want them to know that I've got issues I'm working through right now... only trust issues. If you ever lie, the person being lied to will KNOW. Then they doubt you. About everything. If you're a person who might be able to make me believe that there ARE people out there who are genuine, even if you just do it to help me... I doubt anyone will approach me with hopes of becoming some type of girlfriend to me. I need someone new. I'm sick of involving my close friends in my drama. If you're willing to help, all you need do is tell me you'll do something, and make good on your word. I know this may seem pathetic, but ... what do I care, really? I'm reaching out for help... show me that real people can be found? People to rely on?
I think I'm becoming an alcoholic, too. Just thought I'd throw that in there.
And also, I'm the type of person who doesn't edit profiles often. Chances are pretty good that, if you read this and decide you want to reach out and help, with my luck, by this time I'm already over it and have decided to live a more lonely, less chaotic life by myself in s
I've actually managed to fail every effort I've ever put forth.
Anyone who is who they say they are.
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