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Well I have a friend who keeps trying to tell me that everything happens 4 a reason. maybe sometimes its just not meant for us to know the reason. i am a caring person who worries about everyone! i guess that could be a downfall. I am romantic- i still love lonely nights at home with my woman nice candle light dinner and maybe a bubble bath. But right now i am looking for that special someone. Does everyone have a soulmate? looking 4 someone to show me that not all women are alike. I’m beginning to lose faith that things happen for a reason. I’m having a hard time accepting the road that my life is going down. I guess I will have to learn to sleep at night knowing that I am doing the best I can with things. I guess I’ll have to stop thinking I can change things, situations or people. Things are what they are, and I can only do as much as I can. I wonder if there is a book at Borders that will teach me to tell my mind to stop being so consumed with it all, to tell my heart to stop worrying about sending in the reserves, and to stop “feeling” so much. I feel too much. And it hurts to feel this much. I feel my purpose in life is to help others. I offer comfort and security to those around me. I hate seeing others in pain so I do everything in my power to help them. I take on responsibility and don't mind personal sacrifice. I often give a lot of myself putting others needs before mine.

im currently attending college and i have 2 beautiful kids

Women amaze me. They're beauty captivates me. I love everything about them, their curves, how soft they are, how they just know. They are absolutely mystifying. I love listening to a woman. Her mind is the most erotic creation there is. I need to know what makes her tick, what makes her day. I want to enter her eyes, her mind, her body. I'd like to fuse our souls together so tightly, while lying together, that I become her, and she becomes me. Throughout my life, I have been accused by people who viewed my desires as dangerous, repulsed by me for loving women too much. Am I then to feel sorry for being too fond of a woman, am I to separate myself from my nature? Yes, that I love women too much, that I am honored to stand in their presence, and delight at their glow, and for wanting and needing women. I plead guilty. -unknown Tell me that there is someone out there for me. someone who isnt put me through the same stuff. Im tired and I really don't want to become cold hearted. Is there someone out there who wants to have a best friend and a lover all in one? someone who can stay up to all hours tell me there fantasies and dreams, and hopefully we can make them come true together.